Letras
Big Saint
It's hard to love
Huuuh
It's already hard to love
It's already hard enough
Ooooh
I've seen death's many faces, been on both sides of that gun
And I've been by myself for quite some time, now I feel numb
I opened up my heart to try to tell em how I come and always get misunderstood over explaining how I love
So I go dog a bitch with no remorse and find it fun
I lost some women that was good for me, but shit whats done is done
So many things hard to accept about myself, like who I was
When I kept reachin' out for help, only thing reached back were them drugs, oh oh oh
Now I'm fine with bein' an addict, Im so damn far from happy
Niggas fake bein' ecstatic round me, just addin' to my baggage
I was skippin' all my classes, still made all As like magic
Smart as hell, just caught in traffic, and bein' different wasn't attractive
Bein' me had never looked good to myself, now how that sound
Bring me peace, if you can't bring me nothin' else, then keep from round
Before I sleep, I pray to God, my soul to keep, cause wakin' up ain't never promised
I praise Allah when I lie down
Alhamdulillah
Long nights, I can tell you bout em
I know exactly how it feel to die without you really dyin
It's a hard life when I look in my dog's eyes
Ain't never gotta tell me that you hurtin' when your heart cryin
But I'ma gangsta too, I still know how it feels
When nobody would favor you, it's like they hope you fail
You can't do what you made to do, cause you don't know your purpose
But once you go to trading on the you inside, you're more than worthless
It's already hard to love
It's already hard to trust
Real hard to open up
It's already hard enough
It's already hard enough
Celine fiend, no green bean
I'm walkin' in Alexander McQueen
Money talkin' like Charlie Sheen
Stayin' focused, gotta chase a dream
Solid ones stick to the code
Dope boys, get it out the bowl