Suicide Doors

Don't know why they call 'em suicide doors

I had shingles from the stress in my brain

Tore my Achilles shooting bricks on the court

Can't even"Jump Around" my House of Pain

Nobody signed my cast in the summer

My fault, I don't go out in public

I had Graves disease

I hid shamefully

Can't have my girlfriend feel anything for me

Fake it till you make it I became a tough son of a gun

Take me back in time to learn to cry in front of someone

Do drugs, (censored) but I'm already numb

I'm not scared to die, I wish I was

My first memory is guilt

My last memory is pills

Don't remember how it ends

Just remember how I lived

My first memory is guilt

My last memory is pills

Don't remember how it ends

Just remember how I lived

I would've took a bullet for you

I wish I had the opportunity to

You kept me here way longer than planned

But I gotta give this borrowed time

Don't know why they call 'em suicide doors

I had shingles from the stress in my brain

So come and sign my cast for the summer

I'll do my best to keep it out of the rain

I would've took a bullet for you

I wish I had the opportunity to

You kept me here way longer than planned

But I gotta give this borrowed time

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