Here Again

Here I am again

Up at 3AM

You linger in my head

So I'm pickin' up a pen

Instead of pickin' up some Z's

Always passin' up on sleep

Entertaining thoughts of you

Our memories just torture me

And I thought that I'd be fine (fine)

Thought that you'd be mine (mine)

But I'm wasting all my time

And so much energy

It felt like meant to be

Felt like Noah and Allie

Only see you in my dreams

So I force myself to sleep (yuh)

Here I go again

In a bar at 3AM

You linger in my head

So I'm sippin' on some Hen

Instead of layin' in our bed

With your nails upon my chest

And my hand upon your hip

I swear if Heaven does exist

I bet that shit feel just like this

You said the timing wasn't right, but

What about those nights, huh

Passionate and real

You can't tell me that it's not

How could you want this to stop

Our lips locked

Pressed soft

My alarm clock goes off

And I'm back in bed again

Feel like death, need medicine

Cause this pain gets no attention

Like a U.S. Veteran

And the fact that I'm not good enough

Is slowly setting in

Pull the pin

Fuck it then

I guess you win

Turn your back on me

Even though you know

I paid the fee

You want me to let you go

Out on your own

Then go be free

I hope you stay down on your knees

Praying to your deities (them gods)

Cause you gon' need a savior

But you won't get that from me (nah)

This the end

This behavior means that we are less than friends

Do not hit me up when all you wanna do is play pretend, and

When you type a message just remember 'do not send' cause