Letras
Feel like I gotta talk to y'all on this one
My pain run deep
I drop tears writing this shit
Day after day
Seems like I push against the clouds
They just keep blocking out the sun
It seems since I was born
I've waken every blessed morning (True shit)
Down on my luck and up against it
Yeah, down on my knees, every night I gotta pray
The judge wanna lock me up and take my life away
I got some shit up on my chest I feel I gotta say
This shit 'bout to get deep, so listen up, ain't 'bout to play
Lord, sometimes I really need your help
I'm stressin' real hard, sometimes I wanna kill myself
And stop takin' these drugs because they bad for my health
One night I load the revolver with a full six shells
It get deeper than that, that's why I stay with a strap
My love for some fuck niggas got some wounds in my back
Niggas 'posed to be my brothers, why they cross me real bad?
I ain't even think twice, I ain't takin' 'em back
Watch my mama struggle, tryna get them bills
Hit the streets with my brother, fiendin' for a meal
'Cause the label scared of me and they don't wanna give a deal
Ain't gon' hold shit back, nigga, I'ma tell the real
Yeah, I stayed with my mama, I was sleepin' on the floor
Even sharin' rooms and one bed with my lil' bro
Jalen looked me in my eyes while my daddy 'bout to go
Daddy gotta make a way 'cause I'm always on the road
Big Tez told me one day this shit was gon' get deep
Can't let this shit stop you, gotta stay on your feet
Take this shit like you was boxin' when you bob and you weave
Why do people say they love me, always just wanna leave?
50K in that jewelry, yeah, my neck cold
That shit don't mean nothin' when it's all gone
Hear some bitches did me bold, that's why I love 'em
People tend to cross me, send them hitters, want 'em all gone
They don't know about this pain shit, oh yeah, it run deep
Seein' my brother in the box just was like seein' me
My own family talk about me, yeah, they changed on me