Dig Up My Soul

You see it all in my face

I can't keep pushing my pace

Been moving like it's a race

Can we go back to the days

Where I felt good while alone?

I could keep my home safe while i built to be whole

Way I'm sleeping so late, you think I got no goals

In the gravel I rake, I'll dig up my soul

Digging up my soul has been some hard fucking work

I fell so deep, the only perk is that hell lays a little deeper

The steeper my decline means the harder I am to find

Trapped inside this mind, I hope she'll never see in mine

I'm supposed to be happy and full of joy

But lately I've been lacking the world I need to employ a single smile

Hope this ain't a race cause I'm miles behind

I'll have to hide the feelings inside

So she won't worry or cry

Baby don't shed a tear

These words you hear are just bars for the ears

Of the fans, it's all exaggurated

You see it all in my face

I can't keep pushing my pace

Been moving like it's a race

Can we go back to the days?

Can we go back to the days?

Can we go back to the days?

So much going on, it's been getting so hard to mask

This love still lives on, it's the only thing getting me past

All the demons in my head, I swear, I can't end up dead

So much warm love, and now I even got some fans

I can't leave this behind but it's getting so hard to hold up

I hope I've been doing enough

Cause I've really been doing too much for me

I fear I might be dying, my soul crunched up in me

Yet my last breath still might be a melody

You see it all in my face

I can't keep pushing my pace

Been moving like it's a race

Can we go back to the days

Where I felt good while alone?

I could keep my home safe while i built to be whole

Way I'm sleeping so late, you think I got no goals

In the gravel I rake, I'll dig up my soul