Scary times
Please hold me close in these scary times
Don't say you love and then change your mind
I need someone who understands
I am just a man, just a man
Sometimes i feel like i don't wanna live
The pain is still hear aint gon ease
And I thought i had friends they are frienemies
Broken heart, lost soul that nobody gon sees
How the fuck i am this young with the burden on my shoulder
Everyday my heart is hurting everyday it's getting colder
I think it's karma in my life everyday i am feeling caught up
I am in the hole who is gonna pull me outside
Depressed on a daily pretending that i am fine
I know that I am hurting and i am broken inside
And i am broken inside
So when you pray can you pray for me
Because this life is so hard on me
All this shit is so burdening
I still pray, scars on my knees
Kneeling before god because i got so many questions
The pain is cutting deeper than the marine in the ocean
My heart is getting cold subzero getting frozen
But i am hiding my emotions because they judge when you open up
Scary times
Please hold me close in these scary times
Don't say you love and then change your mind
I need someone who understands
I am just a man, just a man
I am hurting i am broken indeed
I am just tryna stand on my feet
I gotta find a way out
Em demons are coming for me
If i tell what I've been through
I swear you would never believe
As young as i am
I feel like if i die i am just gonna be relieved
Pain after pain, Story of my life
How can i be sane, I am broken inside
I am in the dark, I can't see no light
Smiling during the day and cry in the dark
I have been through a lot
Look at the pain, that i am tryna ignore
Death be knocking at my door
One day you will find me on the floor