Letras
4am is when
You decided to show up
In my dreams again
This time it's been
Four years
Four years since I saw you
I woke up with a hunch
I should call you
But it's hard because
You canceled plans
Last summer, remember?
Back to the dream
You were at a house party
My house, actually
It was an outdoor movie night
And you were worried
About the transitions
Of scenes on your handheld
Movie maker
There were others
Two women I didn't know
Everyone wanted to be in the movie
So I directed them
Here, there, so and so
But not you
You stood apart
Sad and a little smitten
I wasn't sure if you were heartbroken
You said a girl's name
Gave me a look
"It's alright, it's been written
We're not talking
She's been missing."
Your eyes said it all
And I wondered
How we didn't fall in love
It seemed impossible
If we looked at the situation
Seven years of crossed stars
Drifting around anything
To keep us meeting
In between our days of
Meetings
You knew
But I always waited
You never said anything
And I secretly hated
Who you dated
One day, we kept
Living the same first scene
Over and over
Behind me in line
Looking over my shoulder
I'd say, "If we fell in love as friends
The story would be over."
But it took another scene
To turn our situation
Into stardust
A fleeting moment in the cosmos
Your smile haunted me
In your movie script pages
I keep avoiding the ending
You so obviously wanted
After all, I didn't call you tonight
In my deepest slumber
To uncover that you just wanted
Me to hold you in that moment
The ending was magnetic
Your handheld movie
Snapped polaroid's of us
That made you blush
I said, "Aww
We look pretty perfect."
You smiled
Held them in your hands
Grabbed my side
And realized
It should've been us
From the very first moment
I woke from the scene
My heart full of your nostalgia
If I saw you
I'd tell you
I never stopped dreaming
If we ever found ourselves
In another universe
I'd love you all over again
I wouldn't mind how long it took
Us to get to this verse
I loved you
I never told you
I loved you