Letras
Walkin' down this dirt road, sun beatin' on my skin
Thinkin' of strategies and different ways that I can win
Try to pick up a pen and reignite who I am
But that flame is not the same, dawg, that light is gettin' dim
Ask me where I been, waitin' on my return
I make an excuse, and say I got it in the works
But the truth is I don't get excited when I write a verse
The way I did ten years ago, now I live life without a purpose
I'm still nine to five-ing, nothing really changed
Quality inspector and I'm waitin' on a raise
If I get enough of those then I'll retire at 88
Disappointed in myself, so much potential that I waste
This is devastating, thinking about the days that we were celebrating
Hoppin' off of stages to respect and adoration
I was levitating, I was higher than the moon is
Fucked around and hit the ground, now I got all these bruises
New me, new me, he don't really like to do things
Losing everything he ever worked for
Even though he works more, that's what makes it hurt more
Spiritually dirt poor, I don't like the new me
New me, he don't really like to do things
Losing everything he ever worked for
Even though he works more, that's what makes it hurt more
Spiritually dirt poor
Livin' with hidden pain can't get it to get away Getting
A different vibe when I look at my face diminish all
Of my strength this angst is weighin' heavy on me I should
Wear a smile 'cause I bet it would look better on me
But, no, it never seems to fit
I always seem to try, and then I always seem to quit
Money and no worries, I would always dream
And wish either I'm filthy fuckin' rich, or I must be a piece of shit
No in-between it, I got these demons, they plottin' and schemin'
Rotten fuckin' feelin', always stop me from achievin'
Everything I should believe in, I ain't even gotten started
Saddest part about it, I create my own hardship
Chaos in my home got me really close to explodin'
Loaded off the drink and I'm 'bout to go get reloaded