The Pain Will Never Go Away

I've been cheating on myself

Breaking my own heart

Only to make 'em smile

Only to not let 'em down

I've been dishonest with myself

Doing anything to not feel alone

I know it's hard to say goodbye

But I need to say it now

Before I change my mind

Before I change my mind

The pain will never go away

There's nothing I can do

The pain will always stays

Aching our tired souls

I let them use me

Thinking it would make 'em stay

But it always makes me feel small

I wanted to grow up

Now I'm scared to die

I used to cry til I fall asleep

Now I can't sleep at all

I don't want to fall

And I can't force a smile

I'm not going up

Always going down

Holding me is like holding water

And now I think it's time to say goodbye

Before I met you, my life was a disaster

After I met you, it got even worse

I trusted you my heart

I trusted you my soul

I trusted you my body

I don't hate you

I hope you get better

But know that we will never get back together

(goodbye)