85th attempt

35 nights I've been feelin' like this

Hope I die this time, it's my 85th attempt (skeleton)

Every time we talk, I can start to forget

But I see it in my mind, and I hate that shit

When you left, I kinda freaked out

It was the worst thing to ever happen

Oh, come on, you still had plenty of other things to live for, right?

Yeah, but deep down, I just kept waiting for the day I'd finally see you again

35 nights I've been feelin' like this

Hope I die this time, it's my 85th attempt (gothangelz)

Every time we talk, I can start to forget

But I see it in my mind, and I hate that shit (you are so goddamn pathetic)

I must hate my wrist

Echoes in my mind when I say that shit

I must hate my wrist

You leave every time that I start to be honest

You leave every time that I say I'm unwanted (skeleton)

You leave every time and I'm tired of wantin' (you are so goddamn pathetic)

I'm walkin' out the door, and I won't come back

'Cause it's been six years and my stuff's still packed (gothangelz)

Hit me on my phone and I won't text back

If you wanna get in touch, baby, come relax

Every time we talk, think I go off-script

If you wanna hit me up, you can take that risk (I keep secrets)

I live in a place where I don't exist

If I leave right now, then I won't be missed

(angelz)