Letras
7th grade I became someone I wasn’t
Find it hard to look inside your reflection when you don’t don’t love it
Insecurities of all kind
Rooted in my young mind
Tried to play it off like I was bluffing
Sat alone and picked apart my skin till I was nothing but a skeleton
A shell of who I once was
I couldn’t even stomach it
to the people that I let down
Or Brought down
Ima burden
How do I find happiness
I’m still searching
It’s a
New state
New home
This a reset
Pushing boxes of clothes over the pavement
Blank face
White room
and a blanket
Take turns watching the news until until we’ve aged quick
It’s the raindrops that trickle in my chin
And the
Cold wind that pressed up in my skin
I could
Pretend that everything is fine but it’s not fine
Live my whole life on repeat then rewind
Dumb kid spitting dumb shit with his dumb friends
Life don’t stop it just starts when it sinks in
Counterfeit bills smoking spliffs tryina fit in
Momma got hell when I was out tryina get ins
Dumb kid spitting dumb shit with his dumb friends
Life don’t stop it just starts when it sinks in
Sneaking out late
I road my bike on the back roads
15 years
it ain’t long but I felt grown
Taking anything to feel a buzz
Cigarette buds and pocket full of menthols
Speedin down Main Street
Midnight rolled and it passed
Hit up every corner store and run it for a laugh
Say it with our chest so there’s no turning back
Trade a 20 for a slushie and some cash
“I got that loud homie!”
Never smoked grass but I won’t say that
Take another hit
black roach till is ash
Coughin up a lung I shoulda held it in a little longer
I shoulda held it longer