!! SOMETiMES

I can't get them out, all the things inside

I can't get out all the hate and anger that I hide

Pages sit blank, just like my expression

Unfeeling, unmoving, stagnant on the outside

I can't get them out, all the things inside

I can't get out all the hate and anger that I hide

Pages sit blank, just like my expression

Unfeeling, unmoving, stagnant on the outside

I scream in my mind but there's no sound

The words I need are nowhere to be found

The mirror shows a face I don't recognize

A stranger staring back with hollow eyes

The blame is gone, nothing left to bleed inside

Maybe if I was just AI I would have an easier time

Rearranging this pain of mine

Plug in a couple prompts and feel just fine

They think I'm a machine so I shouldn't mind

Right, but I do mind And I'm not okay, and I'm not fine

But I am alive, as alive as I can be, Constantly longing to die

We all wanna die sometimes

We all wanna die sometimes

We all wanna die sometimes

Instead I'd get high sometimes

So I can buy some time

So I can find my mind

At times I get lost inside

I had dreams I lost my life

While I was dreaming life

Shit was kinda Hype

I get lost in my mind sometimes

I'd like to invite y'all to take a walk inside

But bring a light, cause at times it gets dark inside

And in the nighttime you can get lost inside

Not in my right mind I don't need to talk, I'm fine

When I'm not of like mind They don't make them like my kind

Wait till the time's right before I step outside

Cause every time we see the sunshine

We all wanna die, We all wanna die

We all wanna fly,We're living the lie In a suit and a tie

But it's a disguise Cause we're all gonna die

No matter how hard you try Everyone says goodbye

Do not confuse you and I Cause the stress that's inside

They could eat me alive, I reflect on my life

It goes as deep as a knife. I've been trying to do right