Letras
God I know You're good
And I know You've got a plan
But recently
Its been hard to understand
I been feeling like I'm fake
When I'm raising up my hands to You
But I wanna mean it
When I say I give my all to you
I'm broken
Sitting here with Your Word open
Wondering where it all went wrong
The page soaking
As the water falls from my eyeballs
Right into the ocean
That's created from the distance
From the one I put my hope in
Yeah this agony is killing me
This ain't what I'm made for
I need help man
I really need prayed for
Maybe this would all be gone
If I just prayed more
I try but You stay quiet
Like what I gotta wait for
All this praying
It really hurt my brain
They say it helps my pain
But it ain't helping a thing
Thought train the same thing
Like every night
I sit down and I try to be quiet
Then I riot
God I'm tired
Why You wired me to be close
Then You're like nope
God I'm running out of hope
I'm begging for you just to
Throw me a rope
And pull me out this hole I'm in
Every night I get to climbing
But I fall back into sin
Now I'm back at the bottom
You can call me Autumn
Cuz every time You leave I fall
But You said You work it all
For good
I don't understand
But I know that I will
So I surrender to Your will
Even if it means
That You have to kill
Every part of me
That You see fit
Search my heart
And remove me grievous
Ways
As You lead me out of grace
Unto Your everlasting way