Letras
This thing called truth, it's heavy to hold
It breaks down pride, burns hotter than gold
I said I believed, but then I ran
Tried to hide from You like a broken man
I screamed at the sky, You stayed in place
Didn't flinch at the fire in my face
You don't flinch when I doubt Your name
Still, I feel You in the ache and flame
It ain't religion, it's not routine
It's war and peace behind the scenes
I'm torn apart and held so close
This thing called truth—You never let go
This thing called truth, it don't play nice
Cuts like a sword, opens my eyes
I tried to run, You still pursued
When I was done, You saw me through
It's not a game, not black and white
It's thunder rolling through the night
Hashem, I'm wrestling, but still I choose
To hold on to this thing called truth
You ain't the God I made in my mind
Not soft, not safe, not easy to find
But You're the fire that lights my bones
The silence that shatters all I've known
I built my walls, You let 'em fall
I cursed Your name, You loved me through it all
Even when I'm cold, even when I'm cruel
You draw me close like a stubborn fool
Yeah, I've been blind, I've been numb
But You don't leave when the dark days come
It's not control, it's not abuse
It's deeper love than I ever knew
This thing called truth, it don't play nice
Cuts like a sword, opens my eyes
I tried to run, You still pursued
When I was done, You saw me through
It's not a game, not black and white
It's thunder rolling through the night
Hashem, I'm wrestling, but still I choose
To hold on to this thing called truth
You ain't afraid of my broken soul
You sit with me in the shadows I hold
You let me fall just to raise me up
You crush the lies with relentless love
This thing called truth—it's wild and real
It breaks me down, then helps me heal