Uh Tap in baby Tap in
Here we go
Uh uh
Uh uh
We gone tap into my trauma baby
Tap into my trauma
Thinking back on when it happened
From a grown up point of view
I'm still dealing with this shit
after it festered and it grew
Now I'm fully grown and Troubled
Cause the child in me Ain't healed
So Imagine
A Childhood where your Innocence is killed
As Years Go By The Visits Build
I Don't Like It But can't stop it it just Is
I wanna tell my mama
but don't wanna Cause no drama
Every-time they come around
I get sick to my stomach
like I'm finna to vomit
And Now I'm Im Just A Child And I
I Feel Confused And I
I Know It's Wrong But I
I Can Not Stop It And I
Who Should I Tell And I
Would They Believe Me And I
Guess It'll Forever Be
Our Little Secret And I
Our Little
Our Little Bitty Secret
Our Little
Our Little Bitty Secret
Should I Tell Someone Bout It?
Would They Believe Me Or Doubt It?
Am I Brave Or a Coward?
Should I Fight Back Or Allow It?
Maybe I'm The one wrong
For being present alone
Making myself available
when they be in my home
Should I Kill em next time?
Keep a blade at all times?
And next time that they touch me
Imma bleed em dry
Sit back and watch Em die
Look em dead in they eyes
As they die along with all the fear
thats instilled inside of me
And Now I'm Im Just A Child And I
I Feel Confused And I
I Know It's Wrong But I
I Can Not Stop It And I
Who Should I Tell And I
Would they believe me and I
Guess It'll Forever Be
Our Little Secret And I
Our Little
Our Little Bitty Secret
Our Little
Our Little Bitty Secret
See trauma
Trauma is personal
And it will not disappear
It will not go away until it's validated
Until you confront it head on
Because after all even when a stone
Is dropped into a pond
The water continues to quiver
Even after the stone has sunk to the bottom
So even when it's over
It ain't over baby
Please understand
And Now I'm Im Just A Child And I
I Feel Confused And I
I Know It's Wrong But I
I Can Not Stop It And I
Who Should I Tell And I
Would They Believe Me And I
Guess It'll Forever Be
Our Little Secret And I
Our Little
Our Little Bitty Secret
Our Little
Our Little Bitty Secret
And Now I'm Im Just A Child And I
I Feel Confused And I
I Know It's Wrong But I
I Can Not Stop It And I
Who Should I Tell And I
Would They Believe Me And I
Guess It'll Forever Be
Our Little Secret And I
Our Little
Our Little Bitty Secret
Our Little
Our Little Bitty Secret
Thinking back on it man
I ain't even mad
Cause In all honesty
They did what they did to me
Because somebody
Probably Did it to them
They was a baby
When It happen to them
And they was a baby
When they did it to me
Its just a messed up
Twister cycle
So I ain't too mad at em
Hmp I forgive them I forgive them l