I Know What It's Like

I know what it's like to deal with demons alone

I cut and slice with a knife, I'm grabbing hold of the soul

I've been wondering why, should I speak from the heart

When I lose every time and I feel it falling apart

Cuz I know what it's like to deal with people at home

Seeking personal preference, let it siphon a soul

Give opinions and listen to shit, we reap what we sow

Just forget it, it's going to shit, I'll do this alone

Don't forgive me, I'm sitting alone, determined I am

Watch your tone when you speak to me, I am angry, amen

I slap the devil, offending him, get his crew in a minute

He's waking up in a gown and bleeding out when I'm finished

I'm the sickest of sick and I mean to only diminish

I'll beat your ass in the street and I'll even wait for a minute

I'll let you call the police and I'll wait to talk and inhibit

The lie you speak through your teeth, you fucking pussy who did it

I'm fucking pissed to a T and I'll fucking make you regret it

You're fucking dirty to me and you're fucking tired, admit it

Now in a room with a needle, you're fucking swinging and hitting

You walk and talk to yourself, you follow shadows, admit it

Cause I know what it's like to deal with demons alone

I cut and slice with a knife, I'm grabbing hold of the soul

I've been wondering why, should I speak from the heart

When I ooze every time and I feel it falling apart

Cause I know what it's like to deal with people at home

Seeking personal preference, let it siphon a soul

Give opinions and listen to shit, we reap what we sow

Just forget it, it's going to shit, I'll do this alone

I'm always dealing with shit, I'm always giving up food

Like someone give me a break or maybe give me it too

I think I'm starting to shake, I feel much better, I do

But every step that I take is getting closer to you

And if there's a thing that I hate, it's fucking talking to you

The only thing on this plate was never offered to you

So tell them how it is, Ricky, I'll fucking give it to you

Fucking kill every one of them, let them have it, I'm through

I'll tell them how it is, Dominick, fuck anybody that doubted

How dominant we are, conquered our fate, come look at the data

The pages stacked on the back of my desk, keep seeming to add up

The more I'm writing these lyrics, the less it's seeming to matter

Think I need to regather, give them a song with unique patterns

Sink in these pens after a wonderful thought we easily captured

Leak the ink and splatter

Let lyrics scatter, it's a disaster

Mastered craft like this can easily get lost in tone

Yeah, I know what it's like to deal with demons alone

Sever each head with machete, sharpen the blade on the stone

I've been wondering why do I even speak from the soul

When the people I'm speaking to seem to think I'm a joke

Yeah, I know what it's like to deal with people at home

Mama's constantly yelling, telling me she's stressed but so

Am I, can I, plan my damn rise, can't fly, nope

Stand by damn lies, I'll do this on my own

I used to use you, unusually though so don't

Go thinking that I won't, need a group to belong too

Because I'm not strong, two is better than one

Who could ever do wrong or that do a rick and dom

Let loose on loose leaf to teach you how I'm writing my songs

Ludicrous lyrics likely to enlighten you buds like bongs

Fuck what's writing what's wrong, left my knife in my palm

Can't use the right hand no more, the left one's writing the song

Cause I know what it's like to deal with demons alone

Sever each head with machete, sharpen the blade on the stone

I've been wondering why do I even speak from the soul

When the people I'm speaking to seem to think I'm a joke

Yeah, I know what it's like to deal with people at home

Mama's constantly yelling, telling me she's stressed but so

Am I, can I, plan my damn rise, can't fly, nope

Stand by damn lies, I'll do this on my own