Letras
When I think back to the worst day of my life
Started off with a call about the end of your life
I couldn't process what I heard
These words weren't real life
You fell into a coma
You might not make it tonight
My dad on the line, choking up as he said it
I'm asking if you're alive, man I couldn't bear it
He told me son I'll be honest
A pause that felt like forever
"It's not looking very good"
Those five words stabbed like a dagger
He couldn't speak after that
And I heard his lip quiver
I knew he could picture his son
Motionless in the bedroom
I couldn't speak any words
The silence louder than sirens
My brain gonna explode
Emotions flooding like islands
And at that very moment
A piece of me died inside
I'll never get it back
Even though I know you're by my side
At least that's what they all say
I guess it can help sometimes
But I'd rather have you here
Cruising bumping "The Word Alive"
My dad told me "I'll come pick you up later"
It was the second to last day of the semester
Had a midterm later
I didn't tell anyone
Don't think I spoke a single word
Just bottled it up
All day staring at my phone
Praying for the text that you on your way home
Praying that this mess is nothing more than a memory
Seeping through a glass screen
Tomorrow, it'll just be a bad dream
Unfortunately, that text never came
Finished up my test, with a scattered brain
Walking out the building, felt my phone buzzing
Every emotion hit me like a concussion
I pulled out my phone, saw it was my dad
He said "I'm outside your dorm"
I knew this was bad
He didn't have to tell me
I knew you were gone
I never felt this pain
I never believed this day could come
Life ain't easy but I think it's really special
If you think you don't got nothing
Man you're such a treasure
I promise you that there is so much more
Even at the deepest depths
Darker that it gets
You just take a deeper, deeper breath
I've been lying on a broken floor every night
Replaying my worst memories, it's a constant fight
But they teach me beautiful things about this fragile life
So this is why I think back to the worst day of my life
So this is why I think back to the worst day of my life
So this is why I think back to the worst day of my life
So this is why I think back to the worst day of my life