Why Do I Stay?

I told myself not to call you

Evidently, I f- up

But all of my memories of you

Seem to be in this solo cup

And I know I told myself

I'd never f- fall for you again

But I said that - before

Now here I am on the floor

I'm just a masochist, I guess

I'd must get off on all the pain, 'cause I'm

Hard on myself for my mistakes, and I

Tell you I'm leaving but I stay

And I begin to clean the mess you made

Blame it on my masochism, babe

I'd must get off on all the pain, 'cause I'm

Hard on myself for my mistakes, and I

Tell you I'm leaving but I stay

And I believe everything that you say

Blame it on my masochism, babe

I told myself not to worry

Everything works out in the end

This is what's best now for me

Being with someone that's a friend

But I should have told myself

If it happened once, it's gonna happen again

But I said that - before

Now here I am on the floor

I'm just a masochist, I guess

I'd must get off on all the pain, 'cause I'm

Hard on myself for my mistakes, and I

Tell you I'm leaving but I stay

And I begin to clean the mess you made

Blame it on my masochism, babe

I'd must get off on all the pain, 'cause I'm

Hard on myself for my mistakes, and I

Tell you I'm leaving but I stay

And I believe everything that you say

Blame it on my masochism, babe

You don't - deserve me

I do everything for you and it's never good enough

I'm so tired of loving you so much that it makes me sick

If you really love me like you said you did, you would show it

But you don't

So I'm done

I'd must get off on all the pain, 'cause I'm

Hard on myself for my mistakes, and I

Tell you I'm leaving but I stay

And I begin to clean the mess you made

Blame it on my masochism, babe