RNR

It's been a long time now

Too long for my weed burned memory

But I'll still remember

What it felt like to be you and me

Walking hand in hand

Walking round the river. Please

Talk to me honey

I want to know if that exists these

Fractal fragments won't

Let me alone or leave me be

I'm just a fiery heart baby

I fucking love and dance

I see those red little lips

And they make me think

Of roses and romance

She breaks the natural laws

She makes me wonder how it works

I look in the rear view mirror

And what I see leaves me shook

The farther I get away from her

The closer and clearer she starts to look

I see even what I missed before

I want her even more than when she took

Her ball and went to the shore

And I just feel alone here stuck

I'm just a liar at heart lady

Trying at ducking chance

But my legs are tired now

I'm not sure of the number

To roses and romance

I'm sadder these days some ways

But then I can be more jovial too

I spend some in a smile made craze

Rubbing my sweaty body on the dew

Others I walk eyes half opened dazed,

Wondering out loud, lord what I should do

I'm Pan's pretend life sort of maze

And nothing seems right to pull me through

Am I the prince of hell or hades

I feel like the devil-eyes askance

I'm laughing at the pain of others

That pain that in lifetimes smothers

The thoughts of roses and romance

Kisses are like streetlights

They guide me home

Kisses and hugs in those nights

When I'm hopelessly alone

Nights when the shortest books

I'm reading feel like tome

Kids I'm a cautionary tale

Don't abandon what you need

To what you'd like to regale