Letras
They don't tell you how fast it hits
First hit, you smilin', swearin' you got a grip
Next thing it's 4 a.m., no food in the fridge
Crib's empty, girl gone, and you twitchin' by the sink
That same damn spoon — your last fuckin' friend
And you prayin' it'll help you not break again
Nobody *dreams* of being a junkie
Nobody plans to end up dirty, broke, and funky
Sellin' your mama's TV for a ten
Cryin' in the dark, beggin' God like, "When?"
Is it one more hit — or just let me die?
Either way, you don't get to say goodbye
They don't come with warnings, them drugs come smilin'—
Bonfire nights, laughin', wildin'
"just one try," "it ain't that deep"—
But they don't show you the nights you can't sleep
Truth is, it's poison with a grin on its face
A demon that curses your whole bloodline's place
Your kids grow up numb
Your name turns to shame
And you stuck in your skin like a ghost with no name
This ain't a song—it's a *confession*
A funeral dirge from a lost obsession
A war cry for the broken still breathin'
And a warning to the ones still teasin'
You think you harder than the dope?
Then walk with me
Through a graveyard of ghosts
Who all thought they were free
Starts out slow—just a lil' bit of thrill
'til you starin' at the ceilin', body cold still
Heart beatin' sideways, teeth grindin' loud
Skin crawlin' off like it's tryna get out
First hit? heaven in a glass tube kiss
Next week? sellin' your soul for a fix
Laughin' turns to lies, lies into theft
Five years gone, and there's nothin' left
You ain't cookin' steaks—nah, you cookin' shards
Kid starvin' while you out in them yards
Wife ghosted, pawned her ring for rent
And the pipe's got a grip like it's heaven—sent
Fun till it's fire, then it's all burn
You trade love for a high you can't unlearn
Devil talks sweet with a sugar drip
But he'll gut your soul with a rusty tip
Starts as a thrill, ends in a cage
Sweatin' out demons, shakin' with rage
You thought it was a ride, now it's just pain
Your whole fuckin' life circlin' the drain
Used to hold my baby tight every night
Now I hold a flame, chasin' false flight
Used to kiss my wife, now I kiss the glass
Tryna forget who the fuck I was in the past
I laughed at junkies—called 'em weak
Now I'm twitchin', tweaked out, can't even speak
Robbed my cousin, stole from my kin
Just to feed the beast I invited in
Ain't nothin' pretty in a trailer of ghosts
Where love's long gone and regret haunts the posts
Ain't no light when the buzz runs dry
Just a shadow in the mirror, wonderin' why
Fun till it's fire, then it's all burn
You trade love for a high you can't unlearn
Devil talks sweet with a sugar drip
But he'll gut your soul with a rusty tip
Starts as a thrill, ends in a cage
Sweatin' out demons, shakin' with rage
You thought it was a ride, now it's just pain
Your whole fuckin' life circlin' the drain
Quittin's a war—one you fight alone
White—knuckle grips, screamin' into phones
One day clean, next day bent
Hope feels fake when your strength is spent
But I'm crawlin' out, bit by bit
Stitchin' my soul from the pieces it split
If you hear me now—don't take that taste
Or you'll wake up years deep in a world erased
Fun 'til it's not, then it's too far gone
You blink, and your whole fuckin' life is gone
Kids don't call, your name gets cursed
And your best memories feel like a hearse
Ain't no truth in them plastic highs
Just a slow death wearin' a clever disguise
So if you clean, stay the fuck that way
'cause dope don't love you—it just digs your grave