fatigue

You let me pretend

That i'm smarter

I tell you

You work harder

I bite my lip

Til its soft enough

To kiss your cheek

Oh my darling

You look so pretty

When you're tired

I hold it back and

You come charging up

A heavy storm

Do your shoulders hurt

From holding up

The weight of the world?

I promise you

I'm trying to be

Good, so good

I promise you

I promise you

I'm trying

Wanna go to a doctor

Paranoias out of hand

Not the same way they put it

I think i'm spiralling

I could split the sky with a knife

Before i point it to my chest

Because i don't feel the sharp end

I don't feel my best

I want you to

Remind me i'm human

I'm so sorry i'm tired

I tried really hard

I cried for my cat

I cried over love songs

I cry til all my tears run dry