Thought I Knew Myself

What have I done?

Who am i?

I mean look at you,

you don't even look the same.

i guess I don't know myself like I thought I did.

Everything I said I would not do

I'm steady doing it.

Looking in the mirror

I don't even look the same.

It's like i got a new identity

cause somethings change.

i wait cause i don't want to see

ohh

cause i'm just not ease

I'm in state

state of confusion

cause I caused you to leave.

I thought I knew myself better

better than that

I thought i knew myself

oh better

better than that.

thought I never hurt you

thought I never make you cry

thought I never break your pretty little heart baby

I thought I knew myself

thought I knew

better

but I don't know myself at all

ohhh

oh no

dont no

now i'm on the search to find myself

cause I lost what I had.

and I wish I didn't love you so much

then it wouldnt hurt so bad

so while you see me crying

just know i'm still

i'm still loving

but i'm sitting here broken

because I lost the bestfriend I ever had

I wait cause I dont want to

I cant sleep

I'm not made

I'm just not made

I'm in state

state of confusion

cause I caused you to leave.

I thought I knew myself

Ithought I knew myself

better than that

better than that baby

I thought i knew myself

said I knew aye

better than that

better than that

thought I never hurt you

thought I never make you cry

thought I never break your pretty little heart

I thought I knew myself

thought I knew myself better

but I don't know myself at all

my own reflection looks different than before

when I scream loud my echo comes back different

than I know

I sit here

try to figure out

exactly who I am

but this time I think I went too far

I never knew I messed up with your heart...

knew ... myself better

better