My Grave

(Horrid, run it up)

(It's Malik on the track)

Oh, I

Oh, oh, I

Been tellin' you

Okay, now I just head to my grave now, woah, mm, mm

Yeah, lonely nights I stayed down, down, yeah

I'm checkin' square footage and height, hmm

Tryna make sure this moment right

No, I don't care about bein' wrong

You never said when I was right, you never cared

Talkin' no AC, on and off power

Lonely-ass nights with cold showers

Whole time thinkin' I was weak, I'm who got the power

In a 911, this my memory of the Twin Towers

Four hot pots on one stove, this shit for all us

My mom and sister gon' use that water first, me and bro gon' follow up

One school outfit, it's North shit, we ain't really have much

You too big to fight me or Three, you touch anyone of us, I'ma bust you up

Guns under my mattress and under the house, this how I come

Thought I should thug the streets alone from waitin' so long for Meech to come

I done took off on my neighbors, they caught me cuttin' my barrel on my gun

I ain't crazy, bitch, you a hater and you ain't never seen me creep on nothin'

Tryna fix my image, to some people it's amazin'

Baby, I been booted up, come down and I seem lazy

Tell 'em all this shit that's on my mind, they'll make me out a patient

Tryna take all of my money, it's always someone who ain't pay shit

Or support me, that's that fake shit, create that hate in me

I laugh 'cause no one know 'bout it, what lay under these diamond rings

Everything balanced, nothin' wrong I see

I been missin' my family, I wan' go home for to speak

I can do the lamest shit today, she gon' still praise me

I'm a real gang baby, name engraved in the street

I don't try to think in much at all

It's gon' be a holiday the day I fuckin' leave

Okay, I think that I should head to my grave now

Through all this shit, I never laid down

'Member times cryin' in my cell, knowin' I'll leave

Shit, and all them dreams been paid, now the visions I seen