Hard Liquor

I've been getting wasted every single night, feeling sicker

Getting high off the lean, drowning in a purple river

Vision blurry, can't see the full picture

Tryna get shit off my mind, downing hard liquor

Been praying to God for forgiveness, I'm a sinner

Been takin' Ls with love, nah, I'm not a winner

Numbing all the pain at the cost of my liver

I been living risky, downing hard liquor

Bitch, don't you get what I'm on

I'm feeling the shit that I can't cry on

I've been tryna let it out, but it's taking time off

I've been drowning in the dark, who turned the lights off

Oh-oh, it was you, wasn't it

Broke my heart, your love was counterfeit

I knew I shouldn't have counted on it

Oh oh oh, oh-oh-oh

oh-oh-oh, nah, nah, nah

I know it was all my fault

I did my best, wasn't enough

Guess I was too damn young

I didn't know how to treat love

Or maybe you weren't the one

My heart burning like the sun

But its colder than the tundra

Since you left me in the dust

I've been getting wasted every single night, feelin' sicker

Getting high off the lean, drowning in a purple river

Vision blurry, can't see the full picture

Tryna get shit off my mind, downing hard liquor

Been praying to God for forgiveness, I'm a sinner

Been taking Ls with love, nah, I'm not a winner

Numbing all the pain at the cost of my liver

I been living risky, downing hard liquor

I shoulda never fell so deep

I shoulda never trusted thee

I'm way too fucking trusting

Hate when my own heart and mind hurt me

Pour me another pint, I'm feeling thirsty

I don't want no water, I just want lean

Pour a bit of the Henny and some Remy

Pour a bit more, mix it with the Molly, oh

With it, I down the Xanny

Numb me, I don't wanna feel shit

Numb me, I don't wanna feel nothing

No fucking thing

Just let me be

In my abyss, where my demons-

Haunt me

I just wanna find my inner peace

Feel so empty

I've been searching for the missing piece (peace)

I've been getting wasted every single night, feeling sicker

Getting high off the lean, drowning in a purple river

Vision blurry, can't see the full picture

Tryna get shit off my mind, downing hard liquor

Been praying to God for forgiveness, I'm a sinner

Been takin' Ls with love, nah, I'm not a winner

Numbing all the pain at the cost of my liver

I been living risky, downing hard liquor