You told me you wish you hadn't talked to me
I still think a lot about you
I curled my long blonde hair all pretty
Hoping that you'd go home thinking of me too
Cause that's not me, I couldn't be
In love with someone so defensive with every word I say
And you don't know what to do
Cause you know I'm not in love with you
In love with you
I wanna call you but I shouldn't
You made it clear we wouldn't talk again
I don't wanna think about it
My heart is telling me I shouldn't let you in
Cause that's not me, I couldn't be
In love with someone so defensive with every word I say
And you don't know what to do
Cause you know I'm not in love with you
In love with you
You know that I'm not even nineteen
So how do I know if I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
My life feels like what's on the big screen
Is every sweet thing you said still true?
Wait, do I love you? I don't know
Cause that's not me, I couldn't be
In love with someone so defensive with every word I say
And you don't know what to do
Cause you know I'm not in love with you
In love with you
And I hate thinking bout you
Wondering if you still think about me too Please don't say you wish we never met
We didn't turn out right but I won't regret
I won't regret
And you forget
And you forget
But that's not me, I couldn't be
In love with someone so defensive with every word I say
And I don't know what to do
Cause you know I'm not in love with you
In love with you