I held You once beneath a sky of stars
Now darkness crowns the hill of scars
They told me I was blessed and favored
The angel said, "He will reign forever"
But now He hangs with thorns for glory
And I bleed in silence beneath His story
I once rocked You, lullabies in moonlight
Now I hear Your breath slip into the night
Your hands that healed, now pierced and torn
And my soul breaks where hope was born
O God, did I say yes to this
To cradle the Lamb, then witness this abyss
The sword You spoke has found its place
It tares through bone, through time, through grace
You walked on waves, You called the dead
You broke the bread, You bowed Your head
And now the sky forgets to shine
As I lose the Child that once was mine
"He shall be called the Son Most High"
Then why must He be left to die
"The Lord is with you" - are You still
When blood runs cold on Calvary's hill
Yes, I said yes, I still do now
Though pain has crowned my every vow
The sword that pierced me carved His name
Into the tomb, into my shame
I held You once beneath a sky of stars
Now I wait beneath a veil of scars