Hard Facts

I got toxic traits I'll be the first to say

You'd break your own heart if you chose to stay

I'm trying to show up but I keep falling short

Seems all of my friends are just dropping off

I think I'm damaged or a little fucked up

but id blow your mind if I could feel enough

I don't feel at all or I feel too much

Sometimes I'm numb don't want to mess this up

I know I'm happy but some days are bad

I guess that's why all my songs are so sad

I got lot to give just watch me evolve

and the government knows more than were told

Santa's not real and your parent's aren't right

But they did their best if it helps you sleep at night

We are all moulded by the trauma inside

if I blame my past does it make it alright?

Or maybe it's my star sign making me this way

Maybe it's the reasons I shouldn't pray

These are the facts and i know they're hard it's a bitter pill to swallow but suck it up.

Tell me more about how ya ex lied or

how you thought they never tried

I'm starting to see a pattern in this

What about your own reaction to things

get drunk just ignore it all

put powder up your nose to settle the score

fake relationship on Instagram

Even though you're not happy you'll just roll

With the plan

I'd rather wait 100 years then settle for less

don't care about your body it's your mind I'll undress

These are the facts and i know they're hard it's bitter pill to swallow suck it up.

People say that I feel too much maybe I just spent too long feeling numb"