i hate our history.

You say it's love

I know it's not

I know it's nothing I can stop

You say it's love

I know it's not

I know it's nothing I can stop

So when we break up you better fucking leave me alone

All the things I did for you, you turned a house to a home

I never thought I'd make it through, you had a delicate tone

When you said I'd be okay I almost cried on the phone

People talkin, I don't even hear a word that they say

Ima cover up my ears and pray for a better day

Every time you were away yeah I was going insane

I need us to be done but when you crying my name

It's harder, and harder to kill your ghost

Cinematic lies and tropes

In my room, I should make a toast

To never love again cause I don't know how to cope

I hate all our history, it's leaving me with misery

I do not want your sympathy, you lying was a mystery

I guess it wasn't meant to be, you don't know what you meant to me

I'll kill my sorrows mentally, I'm passed out from the pills it seems

You say it's love

I know it's not

I know it's nothing I can stop

You say it's love

I know it's not

I know it's nothing I can stop

Why do you insist to fix problems that don't exist

You bitch, you left me cut up like my wrist, a slit

Your stuck in my mind like a tick, I sit

And wonder where I should begin

My therapist says that you're a heretic

Your too fucking arrogant, I'm not your experiment

It's hard to make comparisons

I locked away my feelings in a garrison

You say it's love

I know it's not

I know it's nothing I can stop

You say it's love

I know it's not

I know it's nothing I can stop