Letras
Recently I've been too nice, my anger's harnessed
Got a lot on my mind, I'd rather keep this honest
On track to watch it crash down like a comet
Only piece that stuck from the whole thing was the broken promise
I'm tryna find my way but I'm still acting childish
Seems like every single day I battle with my conscience
Drunk texting exes, asking where the time went
She said that answers buried years ago, you don't deserve to find it
That's my mistake
I should've listened what mom was saying
Don't do shots we you lost in the pain
Don't get lost for the cost of fame
What if I'm insane
Should've listened what dad was saying
Think before you act, that's lame
Seems like nothing I can't sustain
Up in the smoke
Painting this picture of you and me both
High in the rafters, inhaling some ashes
Got the Michelangelo stroke, yeah
Up in the smoke
I've been tryna show you the road
Girl I could do something new for you tryna break through
But you'd rather watch me from below, I'm up in the smoke
If I knew what was good for myself, I'd cut you off
But there's something so addicting 'bout the way you are
Plus you and me got history off the fucking wall
And if I cut you off, a piece of me would also fall
So I stay humble, promised you I'd never snap again
Torturing myself until I can barely stand
See when you say that shit, you just don't understand
How much it means to me, how much it fucks with my head
How can we just be friends?
Friends don't look at me like that
Used to be you and me, that's facts
Used to lose my cool, that's past
Why would you text me that shit?
You chose them, live with that shit
You only gon' speak to me when it's convenient for you
I'm through with this shit, I'm losing it
Up in the smoke
Painting this picture of you and me both
High in the rafters, inhaling some ashes