Letras
Stopped doing things that made me unhappy
Left all the people who never cared
I worked on myself until that made me sorry
That i ever let myself go through hell
I look through the memories that shattered my mind
Some i'll never forget, others i just realized
Say it don't define me, then why can't i
Move past it and live my own life
All of the heartache and pain i went through
Stuck and confused when i think back to you
What my parents and therapist don't know about too
Say im better for it now
So why does it still hurt when i think of you
I'm older now but i wasn't back then
The gap between us, it was almost a ten
I heard the same from another one later
But we're the same age and he was just a manipulator
Play with my body and play with my mind
Night after night and guy after guy
Can't trust intentions cause your love was lie
Was any of it real or did the sex buy more time
So what is there to do after everything?
How do i believe in the things that keep wavering?
Say im better for it now, but i dont think thats true
So im trying really hard to see the bigger picture it drew
Think on the bright side
I've learned a lot of lessons
Some tend to stick and some that just cause depression
But i'm better for it now
At least that's what they tell me
I'm better for it now but i dont know if i am happy
Im better for it now so why cant i forgive me
Am i really better for it now?