Self hatred isolates you from the love of others
By disconnecting from the ability to love yourself
I transformed for the worst
Death, enveloping darkness
I hang myself everyday
Please, take me away
Away
So I cut my throat
Just to see if I still bleed
Death is nothing to a girl
With broken angel wings
Your feathers covered the floor as I watched you
Paralyzed, you scare me
I never meant to
Cry, you left me so broken
Aching bones that split me wide open
Maybe I'm selfish maybe I'm hopeless
God I'm so hopeless god you're so hopeless
God you're so pleased to see me this broken
Itching at cracks and swallowing oceans
Blade to my back and make me a ghost and
Rip at my cracks and make me a ghost
Your ghost
Wait, everyday I crave
Blades cutting my veins
To atone I'll bleed a lake
But it's not enough
So I gut my core
Just to see if I'm still real
Angel feathers line the earth
From where you left me never healed