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Nobody cares bout your feelings

Fuck everythings all i feel is numb right now

Hanging in the ceiling cutting wrist

Wanted to feel right now

But i dont wanna feel alone at all

I dont know whats going on my mind

Brain blowing heart racing faster than a nascar

But i dont really want a fast car

All i really want is fast life

I dont wanna wait till i'm 27 i'm too tired right now

Suicidal hotline on dial but fuck its dont really work at all

My porcelaine face is broken Started crumbling can you see my scar

There is no more hope for me

Don't even try to pray for me

Lord watching slowly death of me

Blood splatter on my shirt but i dont feel guilty

Reaper coming please say somethings

He do nothing standing still

Why would you do this to me

I'm dying nothing can help me

I woke up in the morning sun still shining

This shit not i want to be

I dont wanna survived anymore

Wont you just let me die alone

Let me blame my addiction

And my self-created wounds

I think lord dont even wanna take my motherfucking soul

Gonna sell my soul to satan but i don't really have one

There is no place where i belong

Now Living like i'm a ghost

Think i'm going stay solo

Facing pain that keeping grow all alone

Even tho i know that there is no more hope