Noose

All eyes on me what they looking at?

Tell myself to turn around and face facts

Seems like my whole universe hates me

But only on the inside

This doesn't concern them but about certain things

I got a photographic memory

I still hold a grudge

I still give a fuck

And I'm all out of trust cause

I'm not ready to forgive just yet

Not on medication but got side effects

Not a lotta pain not a lot of regret

But I wanna tie the rope into a noose around their neck

Tighter and tighter

Tighter and tighter, I wanna make it

Tighter and tighter

Tighter until I've had enough

Look, I've got a confession to make

I might never be satisfied

Looking around seeing all those souls that screwed me over

Living a happy life

So what about me?

When can I finally see what I've been missing out on

I guess some people find it easier to move on

I'm not one of them

I'm not ready to forgive just yet

Not on medication but got side effects

Not a lotta pain not a lot of regret

But I wanna tie the rope into a noose around their neck

Tighter and tighter

Tighter and tighter, I wanna make it

Tighter and tighter

Tighter until I've had enough

I used to care what people thought of me

I was obsessed

It was a part of me

I didn't realize until recently

Those memories live in my head for free

Yeah

They thought they left me behind but I'm still here

Better think twice if you think I'm gonna shed a tear

I shouldn't have to show them how

Back the fuck off of me now

Don't tell me to get over it

I'll just remember it clear

It's like a noose around my neck

I'm not ready to forgive just yet

Not on medication but got side effects

Not a lotta pain not a lot of regret

But I wanna tie the rope into a noose around their neck