Bringing Me Down

A few more cups of coffee

To put motivation in me

Hold myself up until the weekend

So I can do it all over again

This is not me

What's happened to me?

This is not me

I don't feel right

That I always just feel afraid

Anxiety attacks

Just make me hold my breath

Staring silently

This has gotten control over me

And I feel like shit

When I know this isn't myself

I think my friends are worried

'Cause the distance has grown

This self-destructive path

Is on its way to bring me down

I'm on my way down

I'm on my way down

You see

I was never supposed

To be like this

I was never supposed

To be like this

I'm on my way down

I'm on my way down

I'm on my way down

Maybe it's a sign of weakness

Something no one likes to admit they have

With regrets holding

A weight on top of me

I'll carry them

Until the day I die

I think my friends are worried

Because the distance has grown

And I don't return

Any of their calls

All the would've

Could've

Should've's—

Makes me wonder

Did I take the right path at all?