bottom of the glass

Have you given anymore thought to what you did to me

All those nights

Back in school?

I don't think about you as much as I used to

But whenever I do

I doubt like I'm you

My memory's still a wreck

But I'm just trying my best

To get it all back

To find the truth

I'd ask you if I could

To fill in the blanks—

As if you would—

So I could remember

Something new (Something borrowed, something blue)

If three years down the line

You'd wanna catch up sometime

It'd be seven years

Since you last touched my skin (To hate you more than you've ever been)

I'll order some fruity drink

Maybe you'll make it for me

Like you wanted to

When we were kids (You're up on a pedestal, and I'm condemned)

We'll talk about school

And we'll talk about lovers

Forget what we used to be to each other

Just strangers now, divided by time (Your memory's got me dead inside)

You'll pretend you're not angry

I'll pretend I don't fear you (Don't need reasons to fear you)

Like I used to pretend I wanted to be near you (Don't need reasons to hate you)

I'll apologize for nothing, you'll stare like you were right (Rotted out, left to dry)

If we just forget

And laugh

And drink

Forget what you did

Forget what I said (I still feel you now and then)

And it's not like it didn't happen

But just pretend that we could've still be friends after that (I'll pretend you're far away, and we're not face to face)

Forget what we had (But I'm starting to feel clean again)

You loved me in a way that was carnal

I worshipped you like you were carved out of marble

Unless you lied even then, but I'll never ask

Maybe the answer's at the bottom of the glass