winning the high school talent show didnt make me more confident like i thought it would

Tonight, I swear to god Ima kill myself

My heart is yours to do whatever you want

Oh shit, I used that same lyric before

You don't know how much you mean to me

Oh shit, I just fucking did it again

I can't talk to your parents

Without getting drunk first

I'm still the awkward asshole

As I have always been

I'm falling apart

I'm falling apart

I'm breaking down

I'm breaking down

This is what I've always been

Crawling on my knees

Trying to keep away

I'm wasting away

Tonight, I swear to god Ima kill myself