Shade

I've been here for my whole life

Waiting for a sign to tell me that you'd arrived

I see for miles along the road

But no-one comes or goes

But I did nothing to find you on that night

I just survived

And I brought nothing into the gaze of light

I just survived

I don't remember much

Of how you moved or how it felt to feel your touch

I couldn't recognise your face

I barely know all of the things that I've erased

But I did nothing to find you on that night

I just survived

And I brought nothing into the gaze of light

I just survived

Tracing footprints back along the broken path

If i wait here long enough I'll be alright

I knew you better than not to call you on your bluff

So if i wait here long enough I'll be all

Nothing changes anymore

I don't know what I was before

But I am lost without a way to know that I can leave here

There's nothing left upon my list

Just suffocation in the mist

I barely know if I exist

And i don't think I exist here

I am not here

I am not here

I am not here

I am not here