I just need to feel a little numb right now
Moving too fast, I just need to slow down
I'm tryna do what I can
So I don't feel again
I've been through it all
And now nothing ever feels the same
Now I'm tryna get away way way
Gotta fly away
I just need to feel a little numb right now
I'm tryna get away way way
Gotta fly away
I just need to feel a little numb right now
Yeah
Tryna feel numb
Cuz there's too much on my mind
And my truth will never change
I'ma spit it till I die
R.I.P, to my soldiers
We celebrating your lives
And don't tell me that you love me if you telling me a lie
You can hate me
You can love me at the same time
When I make it up don't ever try to hit my line
All you do is want want
It's hard for you love
And I have been through hell and back but I'll keep going up
See I been stuck at the bottom
I'm Feeling hopeless with nada
I gotta skip all that drama
And just keep doing my thing
For my mama I got it
I'll keep on chasing the milli
And for the people that's with me
You know that we gonna reign
Feeling blessed
Cuz I'm breathing and I'm waking up
Everything was going down
But now it's everything's looking up
Scared I'm really not enough
Even though I feel the presence of your love
I just need to feel a little numb
I just need to feel a little numb right now
Moving too fast, I just need to slow down
I'm tryna do what I can
So I don't feel again
I've been through it all
And now nothing ever feels the same
Now I'm tryna get away way way
Gotta fly away
I just need to feel a little numb right now
I'm tryna get away way way
Gotta fly away
I just need to feel a little numb right now
Open up my mind
See I ain't gonna lie
With all the pain inside I didn't wanna be alive
It's never getting better
I'm just feeling like a burden
But I stay holding on
Bcuz I know that God is working
The people by my side always held me down
And no blood don't make you family
They never been around
Once I make it to the top
I know they'll try to drag me down
When I make a little money
They throwing their hands out
I ain't trippin' about em
They can just talk all they want
And They stay flexing like they got it
But they really got none
I'm Tryna grind for my own
Bcuz we can really die young
I'm feeling blessed for a reason
My people going on up
Living life, feeling good, feeling like a drug
Even though it's getting better
Scared I'm really not enough
But I'm never giving up
Even though I feel the presence of your love
I just need to feel a little numb
I just need to feel a little numb right now
Moving too fast, I just need to slow down
I'm tryna do what I can
So I don't feel again
I've been through it all
And now nothing ever feels the same
Now I'm tryna get away way way
Gotta fly away
I just need to feel a little numb right now
I'm tryna get away way way
Gotta fly away
I just need to feel a little numb right now