Letras
If I'm'a say it anywhere I guess I'll say it here
I been sober for a grip a little over year
Looking in the rear view and I can see it clear
All the memories feel closer than they appear
I can still taste the Tito's in my tears
I can still feel the trauma when I crave a beer
I mean, everything I've done in the sake of fear
Every bad decision and intention I considered dear
I just really need attention from a couple peers
Someone to come in clutch when I'm shifting gears
Know I'm hard to adjust and I accept that
Love, you shouldn't try to brake me for a set back
Love, shouldn't try to highlight my defects map
Love, I should know you meant it when you said that
Love, maybe I'm a wreck and you neglect that
Being sober sucks now and I just want my friends back
Love, I want to feel wanted please respect that
Love, don't make me feel alone in this death trap
Fighting all these demons trying not to get my head cracked
A part of me is seeing all the reasons we should relapse
Love, a part of me has died I can't bring back
Love, I been calling out to God this the ringback
Heart is always broken I'm sick of being a empath
I'm so sick of being an empath
Love I been calling out to God this the ringback
It is what it is, you know shit don't stop
Gotta get it to live in case this shit don't pop
Got a crib full of kids that don't miss no pots
Who won't be looking for love and won't be looking for pops
To the ones that are gone
I ain't ever forgot
Know every seed I planted will be part of the plot
If you ever feel locked I got a cot and a hot
Cause we forever intertwined if you like it or not
I gotta
Get this guilt up off my chest now
If you claim to love me better come with some respect now
You can take a hike or mutha fuckas gettin checked down
Love, can't let no-one convince me I'm a let down
Love, relinquish me from guilt if I confess how
Drugs and worldly battles had a hold of my whole flesh down
Weeded out my garden and I'm ready to start fresh now
Love, don't make me feel like being here's a step down
Love, put a stamp on anything that I address now
Love wouldn't run just because we feeling stressed out
Love, I shouldn't feel judged or repressed now
Real man ready to admit I get depressed sounds
Crazy when I say it seeking truth when I reflect how
Many times loving on myself was the best route
Lesson after lesson this a be the year I test out
Said this a be the year I test out
Love I been calling out to God this the ringback
In 2026 I'm'a carry it like this
Said I'll do it for myself so I can do it for the kids
If they get me out my body I'ma have to do a bid
So it's cool let them live
I ain't begging for apologies don't need you to forgive
I don't need your approval I don't need you to defend
Somehow I tricked myself into thinking that I did
Putting people in positions that ain't up for the gig
But in 2026 dawg
It's gonna be a couple I'm'a have to miss dawg
Remember Jesus was betrayed by a kiss dawg
So I'm'a love me, love me, love me, love me love all 2026 y'all