Lifeboat

I carry, carry heavy load

Don't know where to go

Mind just exploded in thoughts

And vision, I can't wait and see

Blurry third eye, stage dive into dreams

That I have and I had

Back to the past

Try to block it out

But the fight never lasts

It's just on, I'm off

Tryna walk it off

Tryna dust it off

Trying to scrub it off

But the stain remains

Save me, save me

Hopefully the world don't change me

Please pay me with blessings

Done with these lessons I learned

It's my turn, no more time to burn

I need changes, turning pages

Another stage in the life and I'm aging

I feel amazing, and then I don't

Got hope, and then I won't

Don't say I won't

I'm alive in what I wrote

And please give me time to steer my boat

I'm off course in my lifeboat, barely float

Barely float

On this road

When the beat hits and I never gon' lose

I never gone stop, and I got the groove back

Swing, then I can do more with what I lack

Wings, and then I can't do more with

All the feel just a little blessed

Rise through the tough time

Climb when I'm alright

Alright, I feel more days in the weeks now go so…bye

I get lost in identity

What's the remedy, so

Where I gone find all the truth then

Where the true Ben go

Can't let go

But the hourglass hold on my life so

Let me slow it down a little

Going fast, then more in the past

Then more in the rearview

Go, towards the goal

I ain't sold my soul yet

I feel the ramp up, oh yeah

Help me pick it up, lift up the timepiece

Minutes go, need to break up the clock

Find no moment needed just to start walking

But I find, find

It's so hard when them highs and them lows