Get so high
To forget about my lows
I had a million friends
Now I have a million foes
They say that love is real
But every time I had it folds
So I'm sorry in advance
'Bout the way I carry hoes
Everyone I ever had
Never only wanted me
Anyone I ever loved
Had to have a bitch or three
Every time I showed that love
I just wish I didn't do it
Be trynn hold on all the good
And be looking fucking stupid
I had bitches claim they love me
Then they put me out they car
Said I was someone they fucked with
But was fucking with my heart
I had bitches say they stuck with me
Then rose a fucking fist
So don't get mad at me baby
When I'm quick to fucking dip
See I seen a lot of shit
And I don't wanna see no more
That's why I lock my heart down hard
'Cause I don't want that pain no more
If I stay down to myself
I'll never be disappointed
I just rather be alone
Than to think I'm not important
I had niggas take me on one date
And never saw another
Got to kicking it and fucking
Guess they blew they fucking cover
I had niggas tell me I'm the one
Then fuck on my co-worker
Talking 'bout that, that's his friend
And I believed the fucking joker
I had niggas come back in my life
Just to dawg me again
Posting bitches saying wifey
But last night was in my bed
I had niggas ask me for some money
Fix they fucking tires
This bitch still owe me 100
Yet sells dope
Okay you tried it
I had niggas fall in love with me
Or so they fucking said
Drove an hour to your dorm room
Then next week it's like you're dead
All this shit I fucking seen
Yet ask why I'm so aggressive
Maybe if love didn't shit on me
I'd be bit more receptive
See I seen a lot of shit
And I don't wanna see no more
That's why I lock my heart down hard
'Cause I don't want that pain no more
If I stay down to myself
I'll never be disappointed
I just rather be alone
Than to think I'm not important
Rather be all by myself
Than to wonder if you fuck with me
I'm sick of playing all these games
'Cause it's starting to fuck with me
I might just run some game
'Cause a bitch here still got needs
But I can't commit to shit
'Cause then you might just change and leave
Rather keep shit at a distance
Than to put my heart all in it
It just never seems consistent
So why should I pay attention
Shit just be a waste of time
I got no more time to waste
I'm trynn not to lose my mind
So I'll just get a little taste
Next time that I fall in love
I pray that I don't fall out
I just need someone to stay with me
Show what real love's about
See I seen a lot of shit
And I don't wanna see no more
That's why I lock my heart down hard
'Cause I don't want that pain no more
If I stay down to myself
I'll never be disappointed
I just rather be alone
Than to think I'm not important