Grow Up

I've had Tourette's since I was a little kid

Always been the outcast, living outside of the grid

Learning to keep to myself, becoming introverted

Now I let 'em all see it, I'ma be assertive

I'ma make a song about it, I'ma make it big

I'ma make 'em wrong about it, they gon' think it's rigged

I'ma make 'em talk about it when they tell their kids

How much they supported me and normally I would be pissed

But now, I'm kinda happy that you're insecure

You ain't happy with your life, 9 to 5, live to work

You got a college degree? I put my vision to work

I made the decision as a kid to live how I preferred

Not what I was told, I'm turning shit into gold

I put my life in my lyrics, fear is the killer of goals

You gotta stand out, I laugh at anybody begging with their hands out

Put your fucking hands down

I ain't gonna say that I've changed when I'm not

I remember when I started from the stage in my crotch

You can hear it in the stereo, the bass when it drops

Everybody tryna tell me that I need to grow up

Everybody tellin' me that I just need to focus

And I don't wanna pay bills, I just want a Rolex

And I don't wanna lay still, I just wanna forget

And I don't wanna, I don't wanna grow up

Got my first job at Taco Bell at 16

I was the cashier, talking 'bout my big dreams

I put my mixtape in the bag with some mixed beans

Told 'em to make sure you play it, they were like, "This kid stinks"

I fucking hated it, all this underrated shit

When I put everything into my music, no one played the shit

Now they hit me up and tell me, "Nathan, you're amazing"

Bitch, shut up before I find you and hit you in the face with my dick

Wait a minute, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to offend you

I just wish I could've partied with you way back when I met you

But I just played my Atari 'cause I'm a loser, was never cool

In my school I was ridiculed and I never grew up

I ain't gonna say that I've changed when I'm not

I remember when I started from the stage in my crotch