Letras
Ever since I
Ever since I since I
Ever since I left
Been having to keep myself in check
No short cuts no I still can't rest
Ima rest in peace when I end up dead
This my advantage this my edge
This my this my mmmm
Ever since I ever since I left
Im just speaking as though it may seem
I can only hold my head so long above water prolly for a couple weeks
Then I find a reason I mean any reason to make me dive like a submarine
Maybe its my low self esteem
Maybe its times when I can't speak
Maybe I'm fine with the air I breathe
Maybe I'm lying bout the life you see life you see
Im an introvert tryna be an extrovert
I just force myself to do extra work
All my dogs back home say why you going so far
Couldn't tell if it was more or less stress for y'all
And I can't back down till I'm next to God
Ever since I left
Been having to keep myself in check
No short cuts no I still can't rest
Ima rest in peace when I end up dead
This my advantage this my edge
This my edge this my edge mmmm
Ever since I left
So many mixed emotions underrated
Knowing we together but separated
Tryna stay away from devastation
Like what you expect from me
Most the time its hard to get the best from me
I feel like a student why you testing me ohhhh
I just ask myself why all the goddamn time I don't know it
Tell you something but its hard for me to show it
Need guidance or I'm prolly gone be ghosted
And no I can't take that heat
Broken got enough to give the rest of me
I gotta live by these words I say
Keep checking the time but its never too late
Its never too late its never too late
Keep checking the time but its never too late
Never too
Ever since I left
Been having to keep myself in check
No short cuts no I still can't rest