Letras
I'm embarrassed of myself
I admit I need some help
I've been going thru hell
And you know I ain't feeling well
It's embarrassing
Pushing people away who I should be cherishing
I got my problems, I promise that I'll take care of 'em
Even if I couldn't, what's the point of sharing 'em?
Yeah, I'm sorry, my lover
But I'm just sick to my stomach
Yeah, we ain't close to each other
Still we get sick of each other
Am I emotionally damaged?
I just don't know what has happened
It's like my passion that once made me attractive started to vanish
So I back up
I feel sadness
This is madness
I'm just sorry to my lover
That I'm never ever better and keep crashing
Yeah-eah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I'm just sorry to my lover
That I'm never ever better and keep crashing
I don't want us to be something from the past tense
I don't wanna be addicted to you when I'm fractured
Don't ask me what I've been up to, if I really am sure
You may ask me things but don't expect a single answer
I am done with this
Fucking sick
I don't want no lover shit
Still I fell in love with you and somehow put my trust in it
I'm trusting it
Got enough of this
I don't wanna be alone
Need someone just to hold close
Honestly I'm struggling
I'm done with this humble shit
I don't want no other bitch
If I wanted I could have had 6 but I don't want that shit
Another hit, another hit
Stuck inside my bed
This the first time in my life where I know I got depressed
I admit it
I struggle with addiction
I do some shit I regret, God, I really wish I didn't
I still did
I'm 19, been fighting this since I was eleven
You love me, I love you
But I can't enjoy a single second that we spendin'
I'm stuck in my mind
Wanna cry, wanna cry, do I think of suicide?
Did I think of suicide? Did I? Would I really die?
That's a question I can't answer
Yeah, that makes me fucking terrified
I'm paralyzed, I'm dead inside
I know I'm fucking dead inside
I'm just so embarrassed
I don't listen to parents
Am I really arrogant if I keep acting careless