Overindulgence

All I know is too much

I don't ever know when enough's enough

Consume until I'm puking

Or screaming nah fuck off

I knew that it would kill me

But I guess enough was enough

Ah

One is too many

And more than that is never enough

You don't know its hell, cause it feel like home

You don't taste the rot, till it hits your tongue

You don't hear the growl, till you're all alone

You don't see the leash, so you never run

But now

Three mouths open

Waitin' on me to crack again

Tear my skin open

But the rain don't wash away my sins

It bleeds with no end

Maybe that's why I never mend

Feed the demons till I close my eyes

Jealousy grippin' my shoulders tight

Rockin' me back n' forth all night

Clenchin' my jaw till I fuck up my bite

Yuh, yuh

Never a moment of rest

No matter the time of night

My soul is always being tortured and tested

Or am I just the memories

The thoughts and the feelings

Of the damage I been causing

Everything I loved became my enemy

Turned into a need that I had to feed

Even if it hurt

Even if I told myself I'd never return

Think of all the pain witnessed with my own eyes

All the regretful nights

Product of my own disaster

Of overindulgence

A poison I couldn't cure

I could only kill myself faster and faster and faster

I guess I really was my own worst enemy

I did this to myself, oh well

Guess that's why it's a comedy

A tragedy, a self-inflicted suicide

I guess it must be true that

All I know is too much

I don't ever know when enough's enough

Consume until I'm puking

Or screaming nah fuck off

I knew that it would kill me

But I guess enough was enough