Letras
This is the last dance I'll take
Mind is full of thoughts I really want to erase
Never heal the world if we ain't making a change
Baby this life's got me going insane
This is the last dance I'll take
Mind is full of thoughts I really want to erase
Never heal the world if we ain't making a change
Baby this life's got me going insane
Right now it's 1:53 AM
I cannot sleep because my mind became lost again
My Grandma had a stroke and now I feel so depressed
Man on the facetime, those tears broke through the dam
Again
I didn't want to, but damn it was way too hard
Cuz when I saw her face my heart broke into parts
They went all over the place, reminding me of scars
That I've been struggling with, I wish this was not hard
I feel abandoned, by friends even though I know I'm not
They got relationships or even simply living way too far
Away from me, like damn that's where I really wanna be
With all of them in person not a voice behind a screen
Cuz oh my God, you can't believe how bad that feels to me
Seeing videos of them is great but damn it really stings
I'm so lonely, the feeling's really way too bittersweet
Especially when they just call to say that they all miss me
But I am guilty, I haven't talked to friends myself
I mean my brothers in soul, the ones to save me from Hell
We were so tight back then but nowadays my time is bleak
Like how mother fucking selfish do i gotta be
I'm sorry
That shit was never personal I'm just weak right now
I wish I wasn't such a mess so we'd make more sounds
Of music, together, like how we used to do
But life just has a way of killing off the things we do
So hit me up, I wanna show you all that isn't me, man
I'm tired of running far away from fear way on the deep end
Of my mind, this might just be our best rewind
I hope y'all can forgive me for the distance and time
I spent away from y'all… that shit was disrespectful
I should've opened up and spoke instead of acting all neglectful