Letras
I lie in my own diary
Even in private I can't weep
But I inspire myself when I'm in dire need
I'm a vampire, I never sleep
I am the wolf, I am the sheep
The wool is red and I am fed
My blood is wine my flesh is bread
If I ain't hungry it means I dead
To the self-depriving life I'm wed
The world is changing and so is my head
My mind is arranging
Where's my meds?
Let him go, let him leave
In him you must believe
You cannot yet conceive how you really feel
You don't think when you breathe
Yet you do it all the time
Stop using your mind
And the way you will find
The stars will align
I walk backwards into the future
With my eyes on the past
Time passes fast
The present never lasts
"Is" becomes "has"
I'm like Nas
I never visit the cousin of death
Shooters breath every time I feel my brain
Lately things don't seem the same
It's all like a haze
Don't know if it's just a phase
Am I happy or in misery?
All the faces that I see
Visions like ecstasy
Next to me sits a man covered in a cloak
He spoke and broke the silence
Warning me not to get violent
I was taken aback
He was glowing and dressed in black
He said I owe them and that
Respect is what I lacked
I asked "what do I owe?"
He replied "everything you know
I am here to help
To me you can vent
No need to resent
I know how you mind is bent"
So my heart I lent
Cried for help
Not knowing if he was from hell or heaven sent
I said "dear angel I try to do it our of love
But I do it for myself not for the man above
And when push comes to shove
I am a bad man