I still wake up reaching over
Like you're somewhere in the sheets
Half asleep, I almost call you
Before it crashes into me
There's a silence in the hallway
Where your voice used to live
And every room just feels like proof
Of everything I gave you
You said I was your safe place
Said I felt like home
So how'd I end up standing here
Completely alone?
And I'm still here without you
Still breaking in two
Still holding onto everything
That felt like it was true
You said you'd never leave me
Said I was the one
Now I'm just another memory
You're trying to outrun
So tell me how I'm supposed to breathe
When you took the air I used
I'm still here...
Still here without you
I replay the way you looked at me
Like I was everything
Like you finally found a place
You didn't have to hide in
But something shifted in your eyes
Like a door slammed shut
And I've been stuck outside ever since
Trying to understand what
You said I was forever
Said I made you feel alive
So why'd you let the best thing we had
Be the thing you couldn't survive?
And I'm still here without you
Still breaking in two
Still holding onto everything
That felt like it was true
You said you'd never leave me
Said I was the one
Now I'm just another memory
You're trying to outrun
So tell me how I'm supposed to breathe
When you took the air I used
I'm still here...
Still here without you
Was I too much...
Or just too real?
Did you run from me
Or how you feel?
'Cause I would've stayed
Through anything
But you walked away
From everything
And I'm still here without you
Still calling your name
Still stuck in the moment
Before everything changed
You said I was your safe place
Said I was your home
So why am I the one you left
To face this alone?
Tell me how I'm supposed to heal
When I never got the truth...
I'm still here...
Still here without you