I try to keep all of my problems
Locked up inside a crowded tomb
Why should I show any feeling?
My opinion exiled to the shelf
I've forgotten myself
I don't want nobody's help
Too tired to think, to breathe, to just be
As long as you know this is the real me
Am I just a test? I confess, my concern is my health
No way, how does this all fit?
I didn't see what was happening
Drown my pain with a glass tonight
I reach to keep what makes me alive
No way, how does this all fit?
I didn't see what was happening
Drown my pain with a glass tonight
I reach to hold what makes me alive
Down I go into black holes
To find what I am looking for
On endless roads
I walk in a haze
I try to stay to my own lane
Too tired to think, to breathe, to just be
When will I crash and burn, defeat?
Am I just a test? I confess, my concern is my health
The way I see, I've got two choices
To win or to fail
No way, how does this all fit?
I didn't see what was happening
Drown my pain with a glass tonight
I reach to keep what makes me alive
No way, how does this all fit?
I didn't see what was happening
Drown my pain with a glass tonight
I reach to hold what makes me alive
Every corner I may take
Always leads me back this way
I see now, it's crystal clear
What I hear is what I fear
No way, how does this all fit?
I didn't see what was happening
Drown my pain with a glass tonight
I reach to hold what makes me alive
No way, how does this all fit?
I didn't see what was happening
Drown my pain with a glass tonight
I reach to hold what makes me alive
No way, how does this all fit?
I didn't see what was happening
Drown my pain with a glass tonight
I reach to hold what makes me alive