Letras
I'm watching lightning reach out towards me
As the night starts to decay
Thunder rolls through the valley
Rain falling in its wake
Light turns the clouds inside out
The decibels are crying out to be heard
The tears are falling undercover
Hiding in the water on my face
Sometimes I wonder why you don't curse my name
When I only seem to cause you pain
Too scared to face this
Leave my body vacant
Collapsing gracefully upon the shore
Coughing up water from deep in my lungs
I've been drowning so long
Please rip open my chest and drain me
And if it's love
It's not the same as what it was
I'm scratching at my skin
Digging bleeding holes
And I'm done carrying hope for what I want
The weight alone is crushing me
The days are washing over me
And I can't believe that this time I might just let it stop
I feel like a bird with my wings clipped
Flightless and fragile
Not sure of where I'm going wrong
Sometimes I wonder why
You don't curse my name
I only seem to cause you pain
Scratch out my eyes
Break me open
Tear apart my ribcage
Remove the decay
And sew me back together
I'll paint a picture that it's all fine
It's only what they wanna hear
So paint a picture
It's all in my mind
I'll tell you what you wanna hear
Sometimes I wonder why
(So paint a picture that it's all fine
It's only what they wanna hear)
You don't curse my name
(So paint a picture, it's all in my mind)
I'll tell you what you wanna hear)
I always cause you pain
Sometimes I wonder why
[So break me open and start again, maybe I will find peace instead]
(I'll paint a picture that it's all fine)
[I just hope that I'm not alone]